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BreakTake this blade Carve in my heart what you mean to me And I’ll carve in my wrist what you made me bleed Remember what you will Remember what you see I won’t forget what we had If you promise not to forget me
I always feared the worst I always feared for you You told me I was imagining Until all my fears came true You never lied You just changed your mind
Meaning what I said Fighting until the end Letting you break me To try to make you see Staying blind Forgetting what’s mine &nbs Break
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All I askWas I worth it? No, and I know this now. All along you claimed a friendship
All along you blamed me for any problems occuring Took me as weak Took me as manipulated Took me for granted Was I anything to you Besides a trophy? I left you, now I see what a good choice that was. I was honest the entire time I never lied I never betrayed You never cried over me You never realized the agony you caused me You spoke about selfishness well, It is all about you That is how it has always been You claimed to be tired of "finding out what was wrong All I ask
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Was I worth it?Depression seeping into my soul Breaking my heart Spreading like a plague Caused by a question The questioning of a friendship The abandonment of trust Forsaking what used to be Replaced with anguish and anger Was I worth it to you? You don't know You never will If for one moment you wonder Then the answer is no You took me for granted Yes, hurt when I left But quickly you forgot what was good Let the bad, even so minor, over run
your thoughts and emotions The torment creeps back to you now Was I wor Was I worth it?
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life kinda sucks sometimes

Tue Apr 6, 2004, 12:37 PM

The hardest part isnt finding who we need to be... It's being content with who we are.

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Current Residence: Denial
Interests: Night time & Psychology
Favourite movie: Charly
Favourite band or musician: All-American Rejects, The Calling, Dashboard, Good Charlotte
Favourite genre of music: pssh. don't care
Favourite artist: Thomas Kinkade,
Favourite poet or writer: Tyson Ritter and Nick Wheeler
Favourite photographer: Kelly's friend don't know his name
Favourite style of art: ...
Operating System: DOS...jk
MP3 player of choice: ...
Shell of choice: the kind on my neclace from my teacher
Wallpaper of choice: Malibu
Skin of choice: Giraffe skin
Favourite game: "how gullible are you?" (cuban quarters, nuclear power plant)
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Favourite cartoon character: G.I.R.
Personal Quote: Love dies, and so will I.
Tools of the Trade: Camera, Pen, Index Cards, Batteries, Film, Hair Tie, Chapstick, Macara, My Blue Shoes, and Allie

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~xerond Dec 11, 2004, 11:09:20 PM

Hey, look who I found. Its so funny because in the last say.. two months I've found so many people on here from Yucaipa. Its crazy... I'm no longer all alone on here. Looks like you havn't been here for a while but oh well. Take care!

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~gogglecollector Aug 22, 2004, 9:47:43 PM

hey you might like Arcanum Cafe. it's basically like deviantart but solely for poetry and prose.

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~Reekhavok87 Feb 27, 2004, 3:18:15 PM

Shaaaaauuuuundraaaaaaaaaaa, iiiiiiiiiim booooooooooooooooored. Tell me a story....

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~Daxxon Jan 4, 2004, 1:18:22 AM

Hey yo, whats the dillio?! Just wanted to stop by and tell you that I put you on my devwatch. Talk to you later babe! Oh yeah, Shaundra, I was wondering, would you mind telling me your email address again, I have seemed to misplace it around here somewhere... Anyways, see ya.

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